Last time I wrote I alluded to big changes happening in my life. I mentioned that I was downsizing my practice in order to devote more time to my own creativity, and to being a more hands on grandmother. I know what you asked yourself: Why does she have to do this NOW???
Because LILLIAN!!!! That’s why!!!
In the midst of preparing to be an out of town grandmother, I received the unexpected but thrilling news from my “baby”, Nick, and his girlfriend Heather, that early in 2015 I was also to become an in-town grandmother.! As soon as my head began to spin more slowly atop my neck, I began to ask myself the questions that have no answers. They were deep questions indeed. For example, “WHAT??? This son of mine, this man/boy who still has his mail sent to our house is going to be a father? What’s to become of us all? ” And “What if he insists on naming the child after an NFL football player, how will I cope?” You know, the types of questions one asks one’s self thirty thousand times in the middle of the night.
Thirty thousand unanswered questions later, my mind was able to focus on more practical matters. Maybe I would have no say in what the child would be named, but I could certainly make myself available to be helpful. And if I played my cards right, maybe I would get to do some of the things for THIS new Mama that my Mother, an in town grandmother, got to do for me.( And which I promptly took for granted.) Of course my own Mother felt she had license to just barge right in and do things, but since I would be a paternal grandmother, I knew I would have to earn my spot at the table. I knew I would have to use all my considerable subtleness, lest I be declared a nuisance.
Meanwhile, as I mentally ran in circles, Heather, the new Mama, ran circles around me, taking care of herself, preparing for the baby, working and going to school. I cannot say enough good about Heather. Her strength and integrity remind me of why it is that women run this world. We’re just better at it. I am grateful that Heather will be the model for Lillian in so many important ways.
And what fun Heather has let me have! As her pregnancy neared the end, she let me take her to some of her Doctor’s appointments and then out to lunch, just as my Mother used to do for me, and just as I would have loved to be able to do for my own daughter. The day before she went in labor we went to about 5 stores getting whatever baby items they still needed, and then to eat authentic Mexican food. Sure enough, she went in labor the next morning, and guess who they called? ME ME ME ME ME!!!!!! And guess who ran a red light with impunity on the way to hospital? ME ME ME ME!!!!!!
Since the baby has been born I have been off of work so that I can go to my son’s house almost every day to help. I envisioned many after- baby scenarios, mostly involving sleep deprived parents and screaming babies, but none with an easy baby who sleeps all the time, because I never had one of those. Miss Lillian, however, is thus far an easy and happily breast fed baby, so I haven’t been needed as much as I thought.
But nursing Mamas need to eat, don’t they? And Heather has allowed me free reign in the kitchen. I love to shoo her off for a nap, and then because the baby is so easy, I can whip the parents up something nourishing for dinner. Part of the fun is the challenge of working in someone else’s kitchen, especially your son’s former bachelor kitchen, where there is nary a pot holder to be found. I scurry around their kitchen, making a big mess and muttering delightedly , a la Sally Field at the Oscars, “They need me! They NEED ME!”
Soon Heather’s family will be back to marvel over how big Lillian has grown. Naturally I plan to (cough) gracefully step aside and let them have their share of Grandparent Crack. I’m a reasonable person.
That’s about it for today. If you’ve wondered where I have been, now you know. And if you need me, you know where I’ll be. Hopefully I can get around to catching up on all of YOUR blog posts that I’ve missed this past month. Meanwhile, tonight’s menu is chicken parmesan with orzo and sautéed zucchini and tomatoes. I’d better get on it!
Love this! Wonderful joy! Wow! Nick is a daddy!
Truth is stranger than fiction!
Yay, you’re back! Though you were absent for a very good cause:) I love the pictures!!
It was lots of fun reliving the day. Wish you could have been there!
I too am glad you’re back. And what a great post to return with! I’m sure grandmother is smiling down at you right now.
What a wonderful year you have had! Congratulations. You sure have some pretty beautiful grandchildren. Enjoying being a grandma near and far (though it is obvious I don’t need to tell you to do that. You clearly are!).
Yes, Kelly, it’s a whole new world!
A massive congratulations!! What lovely news and what a truly beautiful new family. I hope they all realize just how fortunate they are to have you on hand and offering help. It does take a village–and having the village there early on can make a world of a difference.
I wish you many, many blissful days with the little Lillian.
Thank you so much. I am grateful to be part of the village.
Congratulations!!!! To you and to your growing family.
Thank you Miss Andra.
Oh, happy happy news! Congratulations on becoming a doting grandma to the lovely Lillian! (Your blanket is beautiful too, by the way.)
Thank you so much! So glad we have our Lillian!
She looks so tiny 🙂 Of course, my girl was 9 lbs 9 oz when she was born LOL. Congratulations!
Thank you, Jeff. My own daughter also weighed 9 lbs, 9oz. I never had a baby as small as either of my grandchildren who weighed 6 lb 12 oz and 6 lb 13 oz respectively.
Lovely! Congratulations all round!